REMODELING YOUR HOME OR YOURSELF? Chronic self bettering? When is it enough just to be?
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When my home remodel literally caved in, where did I go?
I went in
Not the house
In me.
I saw my constructive shackles of my dreams lien-ing on
Old nails of false work torn out and tagged as modern art
How much do I need to shave off?
Which supporting beams?
Sheet Rock my face into oblivion?
I know, I’ll bid for a long neck!
I’ve always dreamed of one.
A white thicket of pearls hung…
What best value method should I use?
I’ll saw in half
Caulk it bone back together
Lift my slab and hammer
Specifications obtained?
Well, the mirror says
I see barely whole
Clearly, a drilling of neglect for my WILD SUCCULENT UNTAMED SELF
Uncovered in the dusty debris
A screeching performance gap…and foaming from too much polishing!
A soul source procurement?
This dimly lit room won’t do!
From the inside out I sharpen the wild edges.
My teeth clack
Making my way back into me
Tender underpinnings
Heavy Crimson
Finally zoning in sumptuously instinctually utterly consummately positively unquestionably unconditionally unreservedly and undeniably
YOU
BELIEVE IN YOUR MAGIC!
IT’S TRULY ALL YOUR OWN
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Seek me in a place of elevation on my FLYING BRA.
LOVE LA FROM, WELL, YOU KNOW……
Such a good question, Laura. Gotta wonder (and mourn) how much magic is lost chasing others’ demands of us - what we are told we must be and how we must perform to justify our existences. I am SO done with that. Thank you for the reminder. HUGS!
So thought provoking!